Tak de lah. Just kidding. As everybody know and especially school student in Malaysia, the school holiday is just around the corner. And that bring me some problem or maybe not really a problem but more to my holiday activity. Why? o_0 Haha.. I will be a sister that fierce to my sibling and also the one who being bullied by them..T_T (mood: tade semangat)
Until today, I'm at home for about 2 weeks and ++ days.. as part time house wife T_T and uni student who waiting for her last semester degree result. So far, I can handle it by sitting at home and doing housekeeping working especially 'mengemas' , 'men masak-masak' and etc.. Haha.. sebab apa men masak2? sebab bila rasa nak masak, baru masak. Kalau tak, tolong mem besar memasak je. (peace)
Ada apa dengan statement 'saya akan jadi kakak yg garang dan yg di buli di rumah' di atas tuh? Yes, I really mean it. Kalau hari biasa, my lil sis and lil bro not at home because they at their lovely school. (Lovely school lah sangat, nak pergi sekolah pun siap gado2). So, bila dah mula cuti sekolah, one thing will be in my mind. What is it? My home or our home will not be a home. Why is that? Harus lah will not be a home when everyone is at home. Sometimes I can't handle my lil sis and bro. Macam jaga budak kecik umur tadika kan? ~_~" Selalunya waktu belajar dulu, I always can't go home because I always get place for study that far away from home. Now, I already finished my study and I stay again with my family and at home.
(okey, too many 'home' words...)
So, bila kata cuti or memang dah habis belajar sekarang ni, I need and will takeover part of my mum work at home. Bila semua ada di rumah, ia melambatkan kerja mengemas dan sebagainya sebab bermacam2 kerenah di rumah. And when I thinking it again about the situation.. I say this to my mum..
"Mak, minggu depan dah cuti sekolah. Habis lah rumah dah tak jadi rumah.... "~_~
Haha.. teruk kan. But what ever the situation it is, I can handle it by my own way. No worries. As a sister and the eldest daughter, I need to know how to handle my sibling even sometimes I admit that it is not easy to do that. Tapi bila dah muak nak cakap, suka hati lah nak buat apa.. janji tak menyusahkan orang lain. U_U
Sampai sekarang, masih duduk dirumah mencari kerja kosong. Masih dalam proses untuk menyiapkan diri untuk menghadapi alam pekerjaan dari peringkat mencari, interview, ujian, masuk kerja dan seterusnya. Yes, it is still in process but seriously am not really ready for it. Sekarang bukan senang nak dapat kerja. You need to have confident and your own strength to get the best work. Hmm.. I'm wonder how it will happen and how am I going to face it.
Talking about my result, this thing also make me worry and nervous without reason because it really important to me and it will determine my life and future work. Huhu.. Hopefully everything will be fine and going smoothly good. Hope it flying colors..:)
Until next post where I will post an entry about my date with my BFF..:)
salam.